I didn't call......

I was supposed to make a important call today. But.....
chocolate, donut and drip coffee...really make things more complicated.
After staying up last night-thinking and thinking over again,
I'd made up my mind to leave that dirty lazy and metally-ill scumbag for good and all.
It's all clear to me that I don't give a shit about the job content, even though some shits might came out unexpectedly.
What I really care is someone sitting next to me.
For protecting my vision, hearing, smelling, I've got to do something for a change.
But, admittedly, leaving all those friends can be a hard choice to make.
Damn it....it's hard!